I. Cannot. Wait. To. Go. Home. For. Thanksgving.

In other news, this healthcare bill… not quite as happy as I would have imagined, not even sure the Stupak amendment is Constitutional.

Oh world.

almost over

Am I better off this way?
Don’t have to see you everyday.
The poet wandering gets lost
in my head –
swimming through a sea of bubbles
fear anxiety hope and dread.

Missing the fam. A lot.

trees are naked now,
it was fun while it lasted,
somewhere in the thick of it
i got lost and ran away
or maybe it was that,
but reversed.

strangers that you’ve met.

now i understand, what you tried to say to me.
and how you suffered for your sanity.

-j.g.

Here goes nothing. Holding my breath.
Just hoping I make it out alive.
haha. Ok. Melodramatic.
But hey, what else is new?

Almost time for love, actually.

My eyes hurt.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/10/29/house-health-bill-to-be-u_n_337188.html

I don’t believe in these people anymore.

If you’re lost, you can look, and you will find me.

I sometimes think that I want nothing more from this life than to make other people happy. I think when one concentrates on that, they are much less likely to find themselves unhappy.

In my opinion.

 

I hate Joe Lieberman.

There’s a reason not to trust a man whose last name begins with L-I-E….

In other news, I’m feeling more than distant from life. I don’t know why.

I want to wake up.

I don’t care what you say. Or what you do.

I’m not convinced.

Neither are you.

I wish you could know how hard this is for me. And maybe you do. But I’ll never understand why it is the way it is and that it seems, you’d rather it is.

Somethings are accidents. That’s what unintentional tort liability is for. Some things are  the result of negligence, again unintentional torts. But other things, they are on purpose, they happen for a reason. A result of intent. Of choice. And I don’t know if we each have a destiny, or if we’re all just floatin’ around accidental-like on a breeze. But I, I think maybe it’s both. Maybe both are happening at the same time. And he’s just so smart.

I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is.
Some things last.

You’ll just never know.

Though I hope you do.

the moon, the sky, the smell of winter.

coffee and whiskey, brandy and wine.

and the first time– called divine.